Finally
today we just have the seminar for michael whitle's subject which it was pretty cool... everyone was amazed with our envelope pamphlet..^0^.. which it was pretty exciting too..LoL...
How i Love you
i Love you like This...
i'll show you the world
n i'll try to show you Eden
i'll show you death
n i promise i'll show you the light
i'll show you pain
but i promise i'll cure you with Love
i dun care with anything else in this world...
but as long you trust Him
that is more matters to me =P
cuz i'm not wish to meet you in this place..
But i wish to meet you in Heaven
What on Earth
What on Earth
will i be if you're not here, if i never met you
If i never know you and your name..
What on Earth
will i life for, if i never know that you are here...
that you are real
Just like this blood runs through my veins
and this flesh which forms me
You are breathing the same air as i do
and live under the same sky and pour on light by the same sun..
and that you know my name and my heart
that because of Love i am here..
i am born from Love, live for Love, praise for Love
and die for Love..
again then..i put Love above all..that i can see..i can touch..i can feel...and i can know..
because that is the reason i am still here...
something
You may disgrace me..but never disgrace my Love
n never judge me by my outlook cuz its juz 'my skin' and
i am something that even myself cannot describe..
but i know : i am
young, dumb full with youthfull ego n foolishness =P
-but- i am 'something' for me-my family-my friends-for people around me-and you
till that...wait untill we meet each other
My Confessions
yes there are tears...even untill now.. and funny i quite shock with it..
this tears are for you and because of you..i dunno if i allow to say this..but i know how you love unconditionally..yes its easy..because you dun expect whatsoever..
but it needs bravery and courage to..
He gaves us everything He gives me this..with this heart and yeah..it just Too much
that icant help it..but i just want you and only you..
i dunno why it must you..
but what the world want to know?...
that i love you so mucH!! that i'm already nuts?....
that i totally already in your controll...
well..
i just want sum1 who devoted to God and love me tenderly..
secure me and assure me that the pain wont come again forever untill our time in this earth is past..
what left is our devotion-love and God
sweet nite sweet dreams..
The Roads aHead
the Roads ahead is still Long.. there are plenty obstacles to come..But i know now i am fine..n i have my stand..
Human are tricky n filthy.. but i am trying to be simple n stupid..
do what you need to do..and i am doing what i need to do..
basically lets do what is that makes us feel good...=)
If someone loves you
If you know someone loves you..
what will you do..
me i will say grace..especially if that is you.. and i'll keep it private..shh...let it be just between you and me...and what i know is you who love me most..more than anyone else i know..
i'm just blessed
Learning
People has their own standard to define life..
this is life for me...;
learning to Life is learning to Love...
its the basis of life!....(like to argue?)...that is why we have our whole life to learn bout this
than how to learn to love?..
love them! love them wholeheartedly... feel the joy.. the joy of giving...
give it..give while you can n you have..
give till it hurts...till you feel like you wanna die..
you want to have enough..but you cant..cuz you'r still here..
till in the edge of madness
give it...dun be afraid or hesitate..you are stronger..MUCH stronger than u'll ever know..
-hurts- endure it...its not for long..but it shapes you..shape you to be stronger n wiser
just know it that you give everything in your -Hearts- ,give it!...give it to Above n everyone
i know..its the pain and tears is not a good experience..
*who says being a good people is nice?...its -evil- experience man..
but being -not- a good people is in hell...hell in our own physics..*
n then my Love will smile and lift u up like never before..
u will hear the heaven singing in the morning or while ur sleep..
ur heart rejoice..ur whole body is in thrill..
its the sensation that u will never Forget!..
untill your time here is finish and my Love callin you back home..
n after all u know..what you are..n who are you...
i'm just a kid..=) who is blessed.
n i know my faith
Ameen..
About me
If you ask me to describe myself..i will just give you a smile..=)
cuz i cant...my life is not yet over...
n who knows i say myself..bla..bla..like this and that..then suddenly -BooM-
Things happen..and i am no longer this and that
Yet people are gradually change. its definitely!
You never can hope a person is the same person as before..
Life is a learning
Learning to search the truth..face the truth..and cope with it...
what is truth?..its subjective...=)
for me..the truth is life here is everything..
in the sense of ur experience -not in things- but in heart...
just keep it simple..make it as simple n stupid..
but let your heart be enrich...with feelings and emotions
choose and pick the emotions that take your breath away~..
cuz during that time..its life...=)
My family 1
i love them..
but the things with kids are they dun really know or understand how much Love their parents give and have actually..untill they themselves grown up... huh~ -kids-
i often forget this as well =P i'm just a kid you know..=P
but Thanks God cuz i know how much He loves me.
i love my familY SOO muCH..n honestly they are my most important things in life now..
cuz i'm born from this family..their my home..my place..my security in this place..
i rejoice them..=)
my Dad is great..he's a wonderful man with sumtimes clumsy funny things happen
my Mum is a wonder woman -for me-..she got endless energetic life..with sumtimes it broke me down when i see her down or sick...
i love them..i'm just a girl with too much love, i guess =P..but i am blessed..
maybe God shape me like this because i'm the only daughter and child in the family..
i know i'm the center of attention =P..but
dun you hate it when sometimes -well quite often- people told you:
"Ooow..you're the BabY!..you're the youngest..the spoiled one and etc...blabla..stuff! =_="
eGh..
yeah okay i know it!..but i was born like that =) so how can i deny it?...=)
just accept the truth and i face it..
i am the baby..i am the youngest..i am the spoiled one..
But i'm trying to be grown up..i am trying to listen when the elderly taught me..i'm trying to spoil you and others, cuz i was spoiled before..
there was someone said that Baby: its their natural habit that they completely selfisH!!..they dun care about others and just thinking bout themselves..they cry when they wanna cry, they shout..they run..they everything..their babies n kids..>,<"..nothing much we can do unless till they grown up..
this is the circumstances which i am trying to depart from..i'm learnng and alweis will..its my life..i took it as a reflection..I have God..i have Love..i have faith and hope..
n when its time..its time..i'll just wait here and do my jobs gracefully..
everything here..is because i am blessed..
you may bored listening i am saying i am blessed..LoL..but i never feel i'm bored claiming myself blessed
=)
cuz..its me.. n i'm assure you deep down inside the very bottom of my heart..i am blessed..
Thank you Lord n i praise Him
i love my Love
*please keep remind me of that cuz human is oftenly forget...
My life as a Sin
i was stupid
im a disgracefull for the world
n the damn world disgust me..damn me.. i condemn myself in pain n suffer
i ruin myself..
im a disgust but i followed like God's said..
surrender i pray ask forgiveness..i prayed n just cried in solitude..i cant help
But Christ - He still hold my hand..lift this up
i am thrilled...
i feel i dun deserve this.. please just take it away from me huh?....
But God still gives me...
man i broke down and cry cuz i dun deserve -none- of this...
but still God gives me... Praise the Lord
now i am healed and I tell you that He Loves me So So Heavenly Much
and now He ask me to tell you that God loves So So Heavenly much you too
no matter what you are-who you are-how pain n suffer-what your worries- just leave it all to God okay?...=) even thou its -a small pieces- its cooL surrender..just like i did...n then you'll be lift up above like you -NEVER-EveR thought before Its Magic..its Thrilled..its Crazy...its Everything..its Above =) May God bless your heaRt =) never think you're alone if i makes you smile..=) think of Him.. then, perhaps later..sumday..sumtimes..we sit..laugh n cried at the same time and i told you how crazy i was =P.. when you r alone think Of HIm.. when you r bored think of Him.. Come on Guys...=) we're just His Toys...just make us -a pleasant toy- to play with =P n then afterwards we can have a ride to the nearest club n then dance celebrate the night... But dun play me Love....cuz its God... God bless You =P PraY!!! if you feel sumkind -aNY- emotion after read this!! He is real no matter what..=P Chill out in peace..=P all human stupid! >,< include me =P bit im a BIT better now,cuz i am in faith...
if Loving..
if loving you is a blessing
i will love every moment i breathe in this blessings...
the start of my journey...
here is the turn point of my life...
the whole purpose i am here-
in this world...
